I've been gone for over a year. So.. I'm back. Lol.
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Uhm... over 5000 messages.. and I'm deleting them all.
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So how is everyone?
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Some of you might be wondering, where the hell have I been. Others don't care. Well I decided to make a new account, sort of like a new me but it's not a new me, it's the same me and blah blah. I know you understand what I am talking about. I'm going to try and do photo manipulation on my new account but I'm kinda like making little icon animation things. So if you want to watch my new account its ~ StabMeLikeAStar if you don't then.. umm.. don't. So.. since this is probably the last time I will be on this name... bye.

I lost.. my power for a long time and i almost seriously went cuckoo. What was worst was when we ran out of food, what's even more worse is spending that much time with my family. Wow, I HATE hurricanes so much I'd kill one and gut it and do all this shit to it. But apparently that's not possible.. im going to go now..

p.s. umm i deleted all my messages and deviations soo if you have something for me to look at tell me ill gladly look at it.

I wish I could afford a digital camera.
I wish I could afford a scanner.
I wish certain people could disappear forever.
Wishes never come true.

sigh..

I really do hate August (not to offend anyone born in the month) and I think I will most likely hate September, too.
Seriously don't expect me to turn in any work in awhile until I get my camera. I hate using people's pictures not like textures but pictures of people. They never is the exact angle you want or the right look you want or the right person. I want to take my own pictures. And that is the only way I'll be happy with my own work.
If anyone is going to IM me, tell me first so I don't spaz out. It's actually very hilarious when I spaz out.
I've been undevwatching people that.. I only devwatched cause I felt sorry for them, I have no idea why but I'm just really sick at looking at their work. (no im not a bitch) <-- omg i cursed now everyone is just going to die (im being way sarcastic).
And I really hate people who are like your work is just a texture and a picture and it actually is so much more work than it looks so I want to tell those people kiss my ass.
Whoa. I'm a deviant of the week in 's journal. I'm suprised cause I haven't been submitting anything and have been a real meanie lately. But I'm happy he chose me.



.[peek][a][boo][i][see][you].




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Love always,
Bellanca<3

I've been so tired lately.. I think I'm probably going to delete alot of deviations and journals and stuff that I think are real stupid. Sorry it's my bad mood. I hate August so much..

that I don't really need friends in high school plus I got all my 100% great friends still. (Danielle, Chelsea, Kelly, Lisa, Trish)<33. Too bad they are all in a different high school.

Anyways... umm.. How's everyone doing.. Good?

I'm learning French now.. so I'm trying to speak it and type it more.

Soo.. Salut! Ça va tout le monde?

10 Things About Me That Is A Bit Odd
1. I eat french fries with barbeque sauce.
2. I eat spaghetti only with chopped hot dogs instead of meatballs.
3. I collect socks with different designs.
4. I try to plan out conversations before they happen so I know exactly what to say.
5. I always say ow when anyone touches me even if they don't hurt me at all or even touch me.
6. I always mix two sodas together. Ex: Coke and Sprite. Grape Soda and Sprite etc.
7. I usually half of the time fall out of my chair.
8. I sometimes put food colouring in my drinks to liven up my mood.
9. I make random noises (ex. whoosh, pssh, shuah, vlah) to my turtle and kiss him everyday.
10. Eat Goldfish Colours, by colour. [red, orange, yellow, green, blue, purple]

lmao... someone else do this 10 thingy thing i made up in the past 10 seconds..

Umm.. the organ doner project didn't really work out the way i wanted so that is way canceled. i think its cause the pictures dont really go well together.

I'm so freaking happy that i get to hangout with Danielle sunday. Finally a friend to be with and im I'm so happy that my cousin is leaving. I think things will go good now.



Clubs



Bellanca<3